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Creative Escapes

*I write alot recently about existence trauma, terror in everyday life and goddess energy. My writing could be triggering to the hurting, those who have experienced religious or spiritual abuse, and those who suffer. Please read with care* Today I didn’t do much, did some chores and played some online games. My health doesn’t let …

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Horrors and Today

I took a short walk with my dad as I often do. It is cooler. I walk only as far as I can. I like the cool weather. Something I saw in nature triggered me bad, I saw the random suffering, confusion, not knowing the answer, pain, un-sureness, horror of not knowing. When I went …

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The goddess and the dark

*Mature concepts in this post, could be triggering to those suffering. Read with care. My posts are meant to validate and give compassion* I wrote¬† a post earlier on Antinatalism. It went out tonight with my dad to get a doctors note and on the drive I once again, psychologically got to the point where …

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I need to be saved by Love

I need to be saved by Love, but it will never happen. the only one that will save me and kiss me with passionate love and understanding Is death.

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Persephone

Homeric Hymn 2 to Demeter 19 ff (trans. Evelyn-White) (Greek epic C7th – 4th B.C.) : “Then she [Persephone] cried out shrilly [as she was seized by the god Haides] with her voice, calling upon her father, the Son of Kronos [Zeus], who is most high and excellent. But no one, either of the deathless …

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The Return of the Feminine Divine… Energies and Higher Healing….

Originally posted on Judith Kusel:
The Mother of all… and receiver, the birther and ultimately the greatest energy source of all is now returning to this planet in full force… In the very beginning she reigned on this planet… and all her creatures lived in harmony and they were happy and content…. They honoured her…

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Life is Evil. People are Good.

Triggers: A post on Antinatlism, which subscribes a negative value to birth. Think of the phrase, “I wish I had never been born”. So its a darker post, alot alot of pain, and understanding of the horrors in existence. Read with caution. This post is meant to validate and comfort, not harm. ****** I dont …

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Victim Blaming: Adam and Eve

This society blames victims. It even shames the word ‘victim’ like there is no such thing. Sadly, I think victim blaming comes from the Garden of Eden. So the story goes… Eve was manipulated, seduced and conned by the devil in the disguise of a snake. She was emotionally raped. Then Adam was emotionally raped …

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Patriarchy: Not Out There. In Here

Trigger** self harm reference Why as a child did I feel something was wrong with the imbalance of masucline and feminine power?As a child I felt this. Before I was even a teenager. I could of course not express it in words, BUT I FELT IT. Just today, i got in a horrrific argument with …

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Involuntary Matyrdom

*Triggers* I write about deep pain, and my language is raw. I remember years back, over ten years ago, I realized I was dying in all ways, that my life was falling apart and it seemed only I could see it. I remember telling my mom, “I dont want to be a martyr.’ I was …

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