The Doctrine of Hell : The Destroyer of Mind, Body and Soul
Having experienced and experiencing hell on earth in the form of excruciating and misunderstood health issues for several years my mind has become fully aware of the sheer horror of the doctrine of hell.
I believe it is the root cause of majority of the misery and sickness in the word.
I left Christianity after being Christian since I was a child because of the doctrine of hell. The horror of my body constantly tortured by unspeakable pain because of my physical deterioration made it unbearable to think God would physically torture ANYONE for all eternity.
This doctrine made me hate God and I struggled with deep hatred for such a cruel and evil deity.
My world, because of my severe and ongoing health problems, was cruel and merciless- only to realize God was even more cruel than the horror I was already experiencing.
The more I suffered physically the more I knew Torture. I have experienced it through my illness. I know what it is to be in so much pain you can’t speak, and you wish constantly that you were dead.
I know that my suffering is and has been tied to my belief in hell. Spiritual damage comes first. This whole world is suffering under the evil doctrine of hell. You can’t believe in eternal torment and not be wounded by it in your spirit, life force, body, emotions- every part- causing the beginings of illness in the body which makes one more vulnerable to pushing onself through perfectionism and overall harshness toward self because God is infinItely abusive.
Sensitives are even more wounded by the doctrine of hell. The rise of self harming among many women and men I feel is directly related to internalized messages about hell. After all, hell teaches that human beings are so worthless that they can be burned, tortured for all eternity in burning hot flames. It fuels perfectionism because.people don’t know which mistake will be the mistake that causes them to end up in hell. Sensitives eventually see this horror and find it unbearable.
There Is already a lack of mercy in the world, in nature itself-AND because of the hell doctrine there is a lack of mercy in God.
The Hell doctrine negates EVERY kind word or deed or motive of Jesus.
I last night confronted the horror of the Hell doctrine some more and read accounts and testimonies of people whos lives or love ones lives have been severely destroyed and warped by the Hell doctrine.
Why are the prisons and psychiatric wards so fucking full? Why is there so much war and violence? Why are humans so ashamed of their humanness?
Intellectually it is easy to supress the evil of the Hell doctrine because it is often just accepted. But if one searches with feeling- the cruelty becomes aparant. Read testimonies of the terrible suffering it causes. These are the fruits.
I had accepted hell untill recently, but for over ten years I have suffered with supressed anger, if not rage, toward God for his cruel wrath as portrayed in many parts of the Bible. I realize now it Is the Hell doctrine that is at the root of that.
Reading the testimonies of severe suffering, the pain, aguish and trauma caused by the Hell doctrine last night Is really what caused me to realize God could not really be associated with such Horror.
True mercy is necessary for human health. I feel deep pain for and speak for the uncountable amount of humans that have gone insane because of this terrible belief. This post is dedicated to them.
In my terrible sadness and desire for comfort l searched much for a Divine of mercy, who had no part in sending any to hell.
The Goddess Quan Yin was and is the light in the darkness for me. I believe she is the true Christ Consciousness, meaning the true nature of Jesus and the MasculIne God-but she is the Feminine divine form. Her mercy truly never fails. Her beauty is truly a pure white light, no dark blemishes of Hell.
She comforts me gently. I deeply need a gentle God, one who truly loves.
I hope one day I can see Jesus and the Masculine divine that way again, as both the Masculine and Feminine divine are important and needed- and indeed I believe are the same white light but it is hard to see because of the horrific hell doctrine that surrounds Jesus and the Masculine Divine. I believe that the Hell doctrine is demonic in nature and not of God.
It must be said that this post is a collection of my feelings and thoughts from my spiritual journey and research, and are just that- feelings and thoughts.
I can tell my healing though from this doctrine will be slow. But I have her pure Compasssion to comfort me.