I am a brave person
I am suffering like hell

doctors are telling me it’s in my head

I am searching all the while in unbearable pain

though I want badly to die and have this hell be all over I am fighting so hard to find the answers

I am deteriorating so quickly but I am still fighting

I am going down

but I am fighting still

Death is walking with me every step

and I am still walking

though I can see parts of me dying and falling to the sides from the corner of my eyes

My body and mind may die

but I will know I pushed harder than I even had strength to push

Fire all around

Burns reaching my soul

the sky is black

God has left me to  feel what it feels like to die by ruin

I am feeling it

I am memorizing it

It will never leave me

I will still walk

even if it kills me



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