Night Thoughts about Today

Today there was beauty, though every step was coated with the knowledge that I am broken.
I could feel the brokenness in my being unable to do small task. Unable to help my parents in the ways they deeply need.

My walking slow and every part of me feeling weak and severed. My brain functioning weakly, damaged. I was aware of my own freezing of hope.

Today I could feel how exposed and helpless I felt.


I hugged my dad.

My mom’s eyes were bright and encouraged today.

Looking out the window, I fell in love with the November sky and trees.

I prayed through the groaning of my spirit.




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